February 2012
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man
this has been one of the craziest weeks of my life, no joke.
it’s killing me having to hold everything inside, but I have to. It really is one of those situations where I have to be careful about who I tell, because it could really hurt me and my family.
i’m never going to let that happen though. After Tuesday, I realized my brother and my cousins are who I need to be focusing...
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look who decided to stay home todayy
i’m probably going to get in trouble.
oh well
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no sleep
blahhhh i`m not tired
I shouldn`t have drank that coffeeee
I can`t change my computer back, so all my punctuation is retarded -____-
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well
I had a reallyyy good weekend :D I’m so happy I finally have a new phone, it makes it so much easier for me to keep in contact with my friends :] My other phone was just so slow and retarded, I didn’t really bother to use it. Now I can’t stay off my phonee xD too bad I still don’t talk to that many people.. lol
I’m going to make this a good week. Hopefully my body...
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whoah
So today i had the ultimate realization about life. It changed my entire outlook on everything. I had to stop in the middle of my thoughts and write it all down, it was that intense to me.
Alright so I’ve always said my philosophy regarding life revolves around the idea of balance. I see everything in the world is made up of two equally important halves. Each half needs the other to...
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i've been sleeping a lot more lately
that’s when I know I’m not feeling my best.
I can’t help it.
Al day I just think about school ending so I can go somewhere and sleep, I don’t care where it is.
I’m going to lie down now, I’m tired.
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most important
this post will be a sign of how this week is going to go for me. My weekend was filled with very mixed emotions. I did enjoy myself on friday, but as always, something had to fuck it up for me. I wasn’t comfortable being around so many people, it was weird. Usually I am, but I felt like everyone was giving me weird looks, and I didn’t like it one bit. Everyone was so...
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“But I don’t want comfort. I want God, I want poetry, I want danger, I want...”
– Aldous Huxley, Brave New World (via observedintoexistence)
January 2012
I need a cigarette man
i am so tired
i wish I could sleep
Anonymous asked: How are you so skinny?
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serious
I will stick to my goals this year. I have to, because if I don’t, I will never be able to control anything in my life.
If I cannot stop smoking for a mere thirty days, to detox my system and finally become serious about my future, there is absolutely no way I will ever be in full control of myself.
I’ve said I was going to quit so many times, even those closest to me don’t...
December 2011
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Well I haven’t been on too much lately because Tumblr is slow on my grandpa’s laptop.
Everything in Hawaii has been going pretty well I guess, I’ve had lot’s of time to think about everything.
I’m excited about the new year, I feel ready to finally make the changes I need to.
